Sunday, January 20, 2008

If I could have.........................

Last time it was result that was causing the restless felling even when it was there. It was difficult to check the CAT results even after great collaborative effort from all the IIM's. It was through the SMS that i got the result. It was great to see the result, it was good. The best thing was that there was no anticipation of that as I never checked with any answer key available. The question set is still wrapped in same cover as it was given.

As the result flashed on the mobile screen, it was happiness and sudden setback at the same time. I was happy to see the overall percentile but at the same time not great percentile in all section was setback as feeling of n0 second round calls was inside from nowhere.

It's true that your worst fear come true and it was one in night after more than two hours of trial that the result can be checked on the website and it was that I don't have any calls. Even though it was inside the mind but as a human i was also expecting some miracle that was not there.

This result has haunted me from then despite of my trials. I don't know how many times I have checked that result. Some time the thought of some more luck or better presence of mind during that two and half hour could have seen you through keeps coming. But its always true that these can not happen now and it should have been done then rather than thinking about them now. This feeling is slowly sinking in and i know the need to move on and concentrate on whatever is there with me. I will try with full efforts and will not want to think that if i could have.........................

Comments:
Sometimes, the things that we really are desperate about goes away from us.. The dream that we chase vanishes in the darkness... Its just the time to move on.. Things will come back again and in a better way...Don't lose heart and don't stop dreaming!!! just stop thinking about what has been lost!!!
 
It's never what happened to you, It is "what" you are doing about it.

Time heals us all and tides are there to hit the shores and forgotten. Wait for the next big one and start sailing again.
 
there is always something good behind every set back.. so cheer up buddy.. lets start afresh..
 
Dude, Last year I was sailing this same boat. What could I do at that moment? Nothing. Just went with the flow. And did what best I could with that moment.

But then, what happened after that is something I will always cheer. Today I can at least tell myself that I actually tried for something.
You know even you can do it, if you want to.

For now, just go with the flow and make best use of this moment.

AND

Don't listen to Saurabh. He is going to takeover Oracle from LE. :)
 
Thanks friends, U all are so correct..but its so very difficult to understand this by your own.

Life goes on, this is truth and i need to follow it
 
arey ka re sekharwa..
ee burbak CAT shat ko leke kaiko tensionaiya le rahe ho!!
areu mai bhi bohut padhai kiya..
Ga** maraya.. ganit padha.. rekhankit chitra practise kiya..
fir jab resultwa aaya, angreji [jo lagta tha mera STRAAANG point hai] mein aaya percentile.. ab tak chappan!!!

Jai jawan Jai kisan :)
 
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