Sunday, January 20, 2008
If I could have.........................
Last time it was result that was causing the restless felling even when it was there. It was difficult to check the CAT results even after great collaborative effort from all the IIM's. It was through the SMS that i got the result. It was great to see the result, it was good. The best thing was that there was no anticipation of that as I never checked with any answer key available. The question set is still wrapped in same cover as it was given.
As the result flashed on the mobile screen, it was happiness and sudden setback at the same time. I was happy to see the overall percentile but at the same time not great percentile in all section was setback as feeling of n0 second round calls was inside from nowhere.
It's true that your worst fear come true and it was one in night after more than two hours of trial that the result can be checked on the website and it was that I don't have any calls. Even though it was inside the mind but as a human i was also expecting some miracle that was not there.
This result has haunted me from then despite of my trials. I don't know how many times I have checked that result. Some time the thought of some more luck or better presence of mind during that two and half hour could have seen you through keeps coming. But its always true that these can not happen now and it should have been done then rather than thinking about them now. This feeling is slowly sinking in and i know the need to move on and concentrate on whatever is there with me. I will try with full efforts and will not want to think that if i could have.........................
As the result flashed on the mobile screen, it was happiness and sudden setback at the same time. I was happy to see the overall percentile but at the same time not great percentile in all section was setback as feeling of n0 second round calls was inside from nowhere.
It's true that your worst fear come true and it was one in night after more than two hours of trial that the result can be checked on the website and it was that I don't have any calls. Even though it was inside the mind but as a human i was also expecting some miracle that was not there.
This result has haunted me from then despite of my trials. I don't know how many times I have checked that result. Some time the thought of some more luck or better presence of mind during that two and half hour could have seen you through keeps coming. But its always true that these can not happen now and it should have been done then rather than thinking about them now. This feeling is slowly sinking in and i know the need to move on and concentrate on whatever is there with me. I will try with full efforts and will not want to think that if i could have.........................
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Thoughts of Moment
Finally the moment has came. Over 2 lakhs( precisely 2.4 lakhs) applicants waiting for the CAT results. This is the time when the dreams of many applicants will come true.
Truely i am the most scared person in this world. Waiting for it silently and as moments are passing, heartbeat are going stronger.
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Truely i am the most scared person in this world. Waiting for it silently and as moments are passing, heartbeat are going stronger.
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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