Monday, May 10, 2010
Fools and Idiots
The whole world is selfish and the exceptions are fools and idiots.
Labels: Thinking
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Prepared for the long battle ahead
Path ahead seems to be long and difficult. On the way, there will be disturbing and frustating time, but I need to go through all that. I need to show patience and alertness.
I think that I am ready to face it. I believe that I will succeed in winning this battle.
I think that I am ready to face it. I believe that I will succeed in winning this battle.
Labels: Thinking
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Reinventing
Oh, Its a full year passed since I posted last. I was three year old in professional life then and since then time has changed. Its not that I forgot to put my thoughts here. It was always on the back of my mind but somehow i could not put the words to the thoughts. I can say that I could not find time but it will be big lie.
Talking of the changes, I went through one more year of MBA exams and interview. This time only difference was that I tasted the success somehow. I seen a layoff/company closure personally. It's such a difficult matter to accept even after knowing that i was going to leave the company and layoff is actually going to benefit me.
Now sitting in this hostel room and looking back, life looks so simple and full of fun. Its fun here too but there are lots of things to do and time seems to slipping. This is reason that I realize that i always had time but i wonder why i was not posting.
Its time not to condemn and criticize the past. Its time to reinvent this blog and i think that you can find post here regularly.
Talking of the changes, I went through one more year of MBA exams and interview. This time only difference was that I tasted the success somehow. I seen a layoff/company closure personally. It's such a difficult matter to accept even after knowing that i was going to leave the company and layoff is actually going to benefit me.
Now sitting in this hostel room and looking back, life looks so simple and full of fun. Its fun here too but there are lots of things to do and time seems to slipping. This is reason that I realize that i always had time but i wonder why i was not posting.
Its time not to condemn and criticize the past. Its time to reinvent this blog and i think that you can find post here regularly.
Labels: Thinking
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Thinking and expressing..
I dont know why i go through this dilemma all the time. There are so many things in the mind to express and share but these never takes the word and comes out. There are many reasons for this failure.
Sometime my busy schedule and other time slippage and my ignorance, and when i sit to write its really too late and i don't want to write about them anymore. Many thoughts and recent events in my mind and life does not get published in blogs and dies in draft stage only.
I am thinking that why does it happen and why i am not able to do what i want. Again i am thinking but at least this thought is going to get to others.
I want to do itttttttttttttt.......................
Sometime my busy schedule and other time slippage and my ignorance, and when i sit to write its really too late and i don't want to write about them anymore. Many thoughts and recent events in my mind and life does not get published in blogs and dies in draft stage only.
I am thinking that why does it happen and why i am not able to do what i want. Again i am thinking but at least this thought is going to get to others.
I want to do itttttttttttttt.......................
Labels: Thinking
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Thoughts of Moment
Finally the moment has came. Over 2 lakhs( precisely 2.4 lakhs) applicants waiting for the CAT results. This is the time when the dreams of many applicants will come true.
Truely i am the most scared person in this world. Waiting for it silently and as moments are passing, heartbeat are going stronger.
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Truely i am the most scared person in this world. Waiting for it silently and as moments are passing, heartbeat are going stronger.
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: Thinking
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Version 2.0
It was my second attempt for clearing the CAT this year and there was lot more effort and sincerity then first attempt. The test is over and its time for the results. It is expected really soon any time any moment. This space is reflection of time that has gone for this version 2.0.
Leading to the exam it was really tough time and first time i was feeling the pressure of some examination. It was really butterflies in the stomach and i was feeling it even more due to the poor performances in mock test leading to the examination. Even on the day prior to it, I was really tensed. The exam day came and tension was less may be i realized that its not going to happen. These days CAT is really a big event and it was evident by the numbers of student appearing for the test and interest in media. Its like a craze and everywhere that is ruling.
Finally the exam was over and the talk shifted on the paper for that day. The analysis and toughness was everywhere. There was a race between coaching institute to come up with the answers key and expected cut-offs. Examinees also are in rush to check the answer keys. With so much analysis the results are become mere a confirmation of already known.
For me the results are still at mystery and it will be out anytime soon, I am waiting for it with the same anxiety as earlier students may used to do. People has asked that why i have not checked till now and I have no answer, maybe its the fear that has not led me do that. Its again the same feeling as before the exams, some thoughts of getting through just takes thinking to another level and fear of failure brings to mind that we have to keep doing the work and its really feel bad. The time has really flown by and its hard to imagine that how much time has already past this Version 2.0
Just praying that Version 3.0 will not appear :)
Leading to the exam it was really tough time and first time i was feeling the pressure of some examination. It was really butterflies in the stomach and i was feeling it even more due to the poor performances in mock test leading to the examination. Even on the day prior to it, I was really tensed. The exam day came and tension was less may be i realized that its not going to happen. These days CAT is really a big event and it was evident by the numbers of student appearing for the test and interest in media. Its like a craze and everywhere that is ruling.
Finally the exam was over and the talk shifted on the paper for that day. The analysis and toughness was everywhere. There was a race between coaching institute to come up with the answers key and expected cut-offs. Examinees also are in rush to check the answer keys. With so much analysis the results are become mere a confirmation of already known.
For me the results are still at mystery and it will be out anytime soon, I am waiting for it with the same anxiety as earlier students may used to do. People has asked that why i have not checked till now and I have no answer, maybe its the fear that has not led me do that. Its again the same feeling as before the exams, some thoughts of getting through just takes thinking to another level and fear of failure brings to mind that we have to keep doing the work and its really feel bad. The time has really flown by and its hard to imagine that how much time has already past this Version 2.0
Just praying that Version 3.0 will not appear :)
Labels: Thinking
Monday, November 05, 2007
Clock is ticking
The time has come, and most of the site related to MBA has running the countdown from long time. As i am writing this post a famous site is showing the time as 12 days, 17hours, 23 minutes and 44 seconds. As the clock is ticking away its getting on the nerves of most of the MBA aspirants.
At least that is the case with me. The fear of failure(i will not say failure), fear of not succeeding gives the nightmare. Every one has the advice for the situation but it comes to implement it, seems impossible. I know that it is normal to have this feeling at this juncture. This feeling after sometime motivates to try harder and achieve the goal by making you alert and focussed. But there is very thin line between getting motivated and unmotivated by the tension. I think i am flirting with that line.
At least that is the case with me. The fear of failure(i will not say failure), fear of not succeeding gives the nightmare. Every one has the advice for the situation but it comes to implement it, seems impossible. I know that it is normal to have this feeling at this juncture. This feeling after sometime motivates to try harder and achieve the goal by making you alert and focussed. But there is very thin line between getting motivated and unmotivated by the tension. I think i am flirting with that line.
Labels: Thinking
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